Homesick

Melancholy - missing my routines in holland. Sitting here alone in my room, on the bed. typing my story .. please read it in my voice :) and you will understand me! muhahua....

Today was a very with difficulty day, because i am feeling homesick especially of the celabrating of valentinesday , missing a lot of love .
Looking at all the couples standing there eating chocolate.

But yeah, we started to have a little look onto the hotel and spa of york.
Repeat; sorry cant upoload any pictures .
Very nice walk to a big garden of the hotel, very beautifull simultaneously to the english work of zwolle.

the we pop onto starbucks for a coffee. and do the catwalk of york , i dont want to explain what that means m the only thing i can say about it was ; Rain - walking - looking at cats made of stone around city - coldness - hahaha no no i am very positively about this activity. I very very like the enterprise of mrs Hoeve

Then we pop in in to a small pup of we can eat for a nice price of 7.50
AH i am really really impressed. becauze; here it comes ( trumpgerufffel )

I ordered meatballs of a lamb made of i dont know..
it was disgusting, it tastes like the meat was slaughted of 1 hour ago!
it was not dead already ,and i told mrs Hoeve that it was disgusting and i have to threw up and the whole table..
.......Oke . jokeing but the meat , it dindnt taste..
i like the pub and te conversations about working in a salon with ms bouwman who also runs a salon and manageing the team!
i enjoy!

the site of her salon : http://joyandhealth.nl/?p=Merken&1=5


Ahh finnaly i have to walk,.. no RUN! back to the bus.. but then i running into a streetlight, A lamppost.... with my head. and everyone laughes to me. even the customers in de bus , and i was very ashamed..
Comeing home..

Feeling bad again.. home sick... i need love and mis my mom in holland.
i wish she was here, but i cant..

I am really worry ( i promised mister noormans not to worry )
about my trainneee next week, its one day.. and i dont want to feel alone after thuesday.what i am supposed to do? pff i like this blog, its better than FOK!forum or Flabber :) can put anything on it isnt it?

Oke remember! ;
and if you worrie your face wil frown , and thats bring everybody down.
oke i try to do my best this week. thank you for reading my day.. spendig angain 5 minuts of your life! ahh.....